This comes right to my heart. Our son passed on Tuesday. He could shake the I refuse to kiss anybody’s ass you wanna be mad over some petty shirt monkey for a bit but it kept coming back. He took his own life. Thank you for all the sharing it helps knowing other parents and families are struggling with the darkest side of this monster. My son is a meth/heroin addict. He is in prison now but I know when he gets out he is going back 2it just like last time. How do I save his life? I worry constantly and don’t know how to stop Jennifer I’ve worked with hundreds of addicts who were intervened on and got clean and sober. I was one of those addicts resistant to help. Lucky for me I got the right help in spite of not wanting it. I read most of this and couldn’t continue as I have been battling prison and addiction my whole life, and I’m seeing it through the parent’s eyes, sorry about all loved ones, this addiction sucks Kenneth Vanantwerp yes it does. Addiction almost killed me and my kids still wear the scars. But there is hope. If I can recover you can too. Chase sobriety like you chase your next high and you’ll succeed. Don’t try land does it alone. Reach out. It’s been 6 yrs….. my son would have done anything for heroin. So far he and my family are the lucky/blessed ones. After 6yrs of walking the floors, sleepless nights, money was stolen, property stolen, weeks in jail, rehab after rehab, O.D after O.D, my son has been clean for almost 3 months.
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He went through a 30-day program and is now living in a sober living house. I know this can all change in the drop of a dime but for now, I will enjoy the person I raised, not the person heroin created. Prayers to all addicts and their families. There is NO ONE that it does not affect in this world I lived that life and did those things and am truly grateful I DO NOT have to do them anymore! My heart goes out to all of you. Recovering addict 27 months of one minute one hour and counting one day at a time. I lived this for three years until my son OD for the I refuse to kiss anybody’s ass you wanna be mad over some petty shirt last time and passed away May 20th of this year just three weeks ago. Although I quit enabling him awhile back I still feel the guilt and shame of it all!!! Monica, please don’t blame yourself. As an addict I want you to know his addiction is not your fault. Addiction lies to you in your own voice. I’m so sorry for your loss I stopped enabling and it was the hardest thing I have ever done, it was also the most freeing. I took back my life and stood strong and firm to my children ( both addicts). They both hated me, but I could live with that. What I couldn’t live with is that I was helping them kill themselves. Thankfully as I write this right at this moment both of my kids are clean and getting their lives back.
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Today is a good day. Praying for a good tomorrow. My last thought is to share a phrase that helped me stay strong to addiction and enabling. My mom and dad went through hell for 28 yrs. My dad passed 9 yrs ago and saw me clean and making it for the last 5 yrs of his life. His death sent me into my worst relapse I lost 4 of my 6 kids, I lost everything. Found myself in the RSAP program in my county jail, and my mom spent the last two years enjoying seeing her daughter once again be clean and sober, working and doing it all on my own. That was the I refuse to kiss anybody’s ass you wanna be mad over some petty shirt last gift I gave her before she passed in Nov 2017 and I will not disrespect her memory by getting high …..thank you so much for sharing, I love how this strikes hard on truth. This was my life for so long. Could not figure out where I went wrong! One day couldn’t take it anymore. After that by the grace of God, my son is clean, has a family and runs his own business! Don’t enable, but, never give up! So sad but every word so true! I went through all of this but still Loved him and held out hope against hope! As. His death was drawing near I told my husband we are going to lose him! He would ask how to do. You know I would reply how can you. Not know? We had done everything about a month later he died in his bed in his sleep but at least he was in his home! I will always Love him! Always miss him!